Goodreads synopsis
All Evie wants is to be normal. She’s almost off her meds and at a new college where no one knows her as the girl-who-went-crazy. She’s even going to parties and making friends. There’s only one thing left to tick off her list…
But relationships are messy – especially relationships with teenage guys. They can make any girl feel like they’re going mad. And if Evie can’t even tell her new friends Amber and Lottie the truth about herself, how will she cope when she falls in love?
But relationships are messy – especially relationships with teenage guys. They can make any girl feel like they’re going mad. And if Evie can’t even tell her new friends Amber and Lottie the truth about herself, how will she cope when she falls in love?
Am I normal yet?
Author: Holly Bourne
Published: 2015
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This book follows Evie's journey through her 16th year and what she hopes will be her new beginning at College. College can be a difficult and trying time for anyone; hormones are flying and new experiences are out there for the taking, when you have OCD its even harder. All Evie want's to do is be normal, she wants a boyfriend, she wants to go to parties and she wants to be rid of the nasty voices in her head and her dependence on medication. She tries really hard but unfortunately, even her best efforts sometimes weren't good enough. Everything about this novel was brutally honest, the characters, maybe apart from the sincerity and focus in the weekly 'Spinsters' meetings, were realistic and believable. They were good friends, who had their perfectly normal spats and disagreements, and who were ultimately, and unfortunately, kept in the dark and grew frustrated about this but found a way to have their own personal happy endings.
What really struck me about this novel, apart from the characters, and the plot, which were fantastic, was the imaginative and raw writing style. Here might be a good time that the random capitalisation of certain words such as 'stigma' 'misinformation' and 'change the way we think' around 100 pages in, did make me a little annoyed. Holly Bourne is quite clearly an advocate for mental health and for changing the way we think and feel about mental health and that is amazing, this book, in my opinion is a great stepping stone towards it. However, I feel strongly that the same message would have been just as well portrayed and received had those words been left in lowercase. That being said this novel had a writing style, and way of portraying the internal struggle that Evie was dealing with, that goes above and beyond any other novel I've ever read before. It was interrupted and even, disjointed in parts. This didn't detract from the story or make for difficult reading but rather it offered an insight that, otherwise, would have been very had to put across. the bad thoughts, and their consequences, interrupted the smooth telling of this story just as they interrupted the everyday life of Evie.
This is a very important book, a very accessible book, and everyone needs to read it.
Rating 5/5
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